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  She was still looking out the window when she felt her seatmate sit down. She didn’t bother to turn around, she hated talking to her neighbors on planes. Unlike other people who saw a plane ride as a two-hour meet and greet, she hated it and usually brought something along to read. But in her excitement over the trip, she had left her Kindle in her carry-on which she put in the overhead bin and she didn’t feel like getting it.

  “Hey there.”

  The bubbly voice had her reluctantly turning around. Tawny found herself looking into a pair of emerald green eyes. “Are those real?” she blurted, then widened her eyes in embarrassment. “I’m sorry, this is my second glass of champagne,” she offered as an excuse. The lady was gorgeous with skin the color of milked down dark chocolate, honeyed curls that kissed her shoulders and long legs.

  The lady laughed. “That’s okay. I get that reaction all the time. But yes, they are real. I’m Anise and I’m an eye model.”

  “I’m Tawny.”

  “I love that name.”

  “I hate it, it sounds like I do porn.”

  “Well it’s appropriate then.”

  “For what?”

  “Hedonism,” she said.

  Tawny jutted out her chin. “There are other resorts in Jamaica. Hedonism isn’t the only one.”

  “Oh I’m sorry, I thought that’s where you were going, you’re an attractive lady who’s traveling alone.”

  Tawny was offered a slight reprieve when the flight attendant stopped to hand Anise a glass of champagne.

  “That’s where I’m going,” Tawny reluctantly admitted, as soon as the flight attendant was out of earshot.

  “Why so shy about it?” Anise asked before taking a sip of her drink.

  Tawny laughed self-consciously. “I don’t know, it really defeats the purpose.” She then told Anise about her cancelled wedding and her reasons for going to Hedonism. “So I really shouldn’t be so shy about admitting it.”

  “But that’s different from being spontaneous.” She placed her hand on Tawny’s arm. “Listen don’t beat yourself up trying to be someone you aren’t. The key is feeling confident in who you are and everything else will fall into place.”

  “Good advice,” Tawny said just as a flight attendant demanded everyone’s attention before beginning her safety presentation. Tawny locked her eyes on her. “I really want to hear this.”

  Anise laughed. “You are predictable,” she teased.

  “No…I want to live,” she replied earnestly. Anise rolled her eyes and watched the scenery while the plane taxied to the runway.

  After they took off, Tawny spent the entire flight talking to Anise, there was something about her that made her break her no-talking to her seatmate rule.

  CHAPTER 4

  The drive to the resort was uneventful, she spent most of the time staring out the window at the sights of Jamaica and its lush foliage.

  By the time she got to her room, it was late afternoon. She had been surprised by the room, while it was bright with white floor tiles, white walls touched with chocolate accents, it was sparsely furnished, but she loved it nonetheless. Her favorite parts were the personal Jacuzzi on her terrace and the sliding glass doors that opened right to the beach. She had paid extra to have the room to herself, she didn’t want to share it with a stranger.

  It took her only an hour to unpack but in that short span of time she had seen a lot. She had chosen the nude part of the resort. The view from her window had been an eye-opener, literally. There was nakedness everywhere. Guests displaying their cocks, breasts and butts in different sizes, ages, and colors cavorted right outside her door. So enthralled with the scene she overlooked her tropical surroundings and the hypnotizing ocean view.

  Tawny pulled her hair back into a ponytail, then twisted it into a knot and using bobby pins, she secured it into place. “Perfect.” She slipped on her cover-up, she self-consciously cinched it tightly at the waist. Her plan was to remove it as soon as she got to the pool.

  After taking several deep breaths, Tawny strolled out of her room and headed toward the pool, she kept her eyes averted all the way there. There was one thing about seeing nakedness from afar, and it was quite different from having it within arm’s reach.

  She found an empty chaise and stood next to it with her hands hovering over her belt.

  “Take it off sexy,” someone whispered in her ear; she jumped then whirled around and found herself looking into those bright green eyes again. Anise grinned at her. “Go on, you’re not going to die,” she said teasingly.

  “Maybe I am, kind of,” she said matter-of-factly. Anise cocked an eyebrow. “The death of the old Tawny.”

  “Cool, well there isn’t going to be a re-birth if you don’t undress.”

  Tawny shot her new friend a smile then with fluttering hands she untied the sash to the cover-up and shimmied out of it. The sun kissed every inch of her body. Tawny threw back her head and raised her arms to the sky, she had never felt so free. She stood by the pool, with the sun’s rays glittering off her, she looked like a piece of chiseled mahogany. After a few minutes she settled into the chaise.

  Tawny spent the rest of the day frolicking in the pool with Anise and other guests. That evening she wound down in her room. After eating and watching a little TV, she went to bed where she snuggled with a pillow.

  “Today was cool, but will this help me forget about Gordon?” she muttered, before drifting off to sleep.

  CHAPTER 5

  After eating a light lunch, Tawny sauntered over to the pool, her favorite hangout, where she sat in a chaise and people watched. It was her second day at Hedonism and she hadn’t met anyone who attracted her. Many men and women had approached her, but no one appealed to her, except one, but he hadn’t approached her yet and she was too nervous to approach him. “So much for being unpredictable,” she muttered. Over the past two days she had seen him lace hands with different women then they’d traipse back to his room. They would return an hour later, both glowing but it wasn’t from the bright Jamaican sun. “I want that glow,” she mumbled to herself.

  He was playing a game of volleyball. The muscles in his legs bulged every time he raced to the ball and his biceps rippled when he volleyed it over the net. With his broad shoulders and muscled abs he could easily be an underwear model. He has a cute ass, and I would love to take a bite out of it. She had blushed at the thought. She was so far away that she couldn’t tell the color of his eyes, but with his spikey black hair, she suspected that they would be dark brown.

  Tawny sighed then looked around the resort. It had proven to be everything it had promised and then some. This morning she had swam in the pool, while the cool water lapped over her skin. Yesterday she had walked along the beach, naked, she occasionally stopped to talk to other guests, but none were the black haired Adonis she wanted to meet.

  Tawny noticed Anise heading her way and she waved her over. Anise sauntered up to her and Tawny couldn’t take her eyes off her. She not only noticed how comfortable Anise was in her skin, but how beautiful her large breasts were with their diamond size nipples, and the small thatch of hair where her legs met. To her horror, her pussy began throbbing, she pressed her legs together.

  Anise snapped out a towel and arranged it on the chaise before sitting down. Her eyes roved over Tawny’s body. “Looking good.”

  Tawny blushed. “Thanks,” she mumbled.

  No sooner than Anise got comfortable on the chair, a petite blonde approached them. “Hey Anise.”

  “Hey Lori,” Anise muttered.

  “So, you wanna hang out?” she asked eagerly, flashing a smile.

  “Not now, maybe later. I’m talking to a friend right now,” she said and Lori’s face dropped with disappointment.

  “Oh, okay. I’ll see you around.” She rounded her shoulders then shuffled off.

  “You and her?” Tawny asked, surprised and a little pleased, she didn’t know that Anise liked girls.

  Anise shrugged. “So
metimes. She’s fun and everything. But she’s a little too possessive. She seems to think that just because I do her, I’m all hers, she’s sickening. But she’s great in bed.”

  “So you like girls?”

  “And boys,” Anise answered with a grin. “It really depends on who strikes my fancy.”

  “Interesting.”

  Anise grinned. “Oh, so does that little tidbit throw you for a loop, because I’m not one or the other?” she teased. “I know how you like things orderly and predictable.”

  Tawny blushed. “Just my life, not other people’s, I don’t care what they do, I was just curious.”

  “Really? So are you curious about being with another girl?”

  “What?” Tawny stammered.

  “This is Hedonism.” She jutted her chin toward two naked women who were frolicking in the water together. “As you can see, anything goes.” She reached over and stroked Tawny’s arm. “You’re beautiful,” she said, her voice caressing Tawny’s skin. “I’d love to be your first girl.”

  Tawny gazed into Anise’s green eyes, they seemed to sparkle in the sunlight. In just two days, her skin had darkened to a sweet copper color. Tawny licked her lips. “I think I’ll like that,” she blurted, surprising her and Anise.

  “Really?”

  “I wanted to do something different and being with you would be different,” she said boldly.

  Anise grinned broadly. “When?”

  “I don’t know. But I want to do him first.” She motioned to the dark haired man she had been eyeing earlier. He had just finished his volleyball game, sweat poured down his body and over his muscles. Tawny ached to run her tongue over his body.

  “Tonight is the pajama party. You can catch up with him there. And you’d better go to bed with him tonight.”

  Tawny arched an eyebrow. “Why are you so interested in my sex life…other than the obvious reason?”

  Anise smiled at her. “Life is too short for regrets. You flew here to do something different. Maybe I sat next to you on the plane for a reason, I think I’m the person to put you on the track to smuttiness.”

  “Oh yeah, I can see that,” Tawny retorted. “The universe made sure that you sat next to me so that I got my smut on?”

  “Yep,” Anise quipped.

  Tawny burst out laughing. “It looks like it’s working.”

  Later that night Tawny surveyed the crowd for Anise. It took her a couple of minutes to find her, she was in the corner talking to Lori. It looks like Lori is going to get her wish tonight, Tawny thought to herself. She glanced up and found the black haired man from the volleyball game staring at her. Normally, she’d blush and look away, instead she boldly met his gaze. She had dressed provocatively, hoping that they’d run into each other. Her black strappy open-sided teddy left little to the imagination.

  Tawny sipped her drink to slow her pounding heart. She shook off her nervousness and did something that she had never done in her life, she approached a man. The few feet between them felt like miles and by the time she neared him, her heart was banging against her chest, as though she had run a marathon on the beach. She breathed deeply, knowing that if she didn’t calm down, she’d hyperventilate and embarrass herself. She stopped in front of him.

  “They’re blue…an electrifying blue.”

  The object of her attraction eyebrow’s shot up. “What?”

  “Your eyes, they’re blue,” she stammered, then quickly recovered. “I’m Tawny.”

  “Josh.”

  She looked away for a moment to catch her breath, the man was hot. As soon as she felt like she could talk without making a fool of herself, she returned her gaze to him. His eyes were framed with incredibly long lashes and arched with glossy black brows. His olive colored skin had darkened to a burnished gold. A pair of silk pajama bottoms hung low off his hips.

  “Having a good time?”

  “Now I am,” he said with a wink and Tawny returned it. “How long have you been here?”

  “Two days. I’m here for five.”

  “First time?” Josh asked while his eyes roamed over her near naked body and she resisted the urge to cover herself.

  “Yeah.”

  “You don’t act like it, I’ve seen you around and you look comfortable…” he leaned in closer then whispered seductively, “and sexy as hell.”

  To his surprise she reached out and stroked his hairless chest. Her hands explored his muscled pecs. “I’m sure this isn’t your first time, if it is you learn fast, you’ve been keeping busy,” she said and was shocked to see his face redden, he looked adorable.

  “Yeah, I um—”

  “Hey, don’t worry about it, I’m just teasing you. You’re here to have fun and you’ve been having fun.” A Shaggy song came on. “Let’s dance.” They joined the crowd of half-dressed men and women. Tawny lost herself in the music, dancing was the one time in her life when she could forget all about her checklists and just live in the moment. Three songs later, Josh slowed down then finally stopped.

  “Let’s get something to drink.”

  “Sure,” Tawny replied disappointed, she could’ve danced all night, especially with Josh, he danced better than she thought he would and they moved great together, they had a rhythm that she hadn’t experienced with anyone, not even Gordon. They got their drinks then settled at a table.

  “So have you partaken yet?”

  “Nope, I’m waiting for you,” Tawny flirted and Josh’s eyebrows shot up. “Honest! I want you to be the first one.”

  “Why?”

  “You’re hot, you’re drop-dead gorgeous, and every women you’ve been with always look like they’ve been struck by lightning.”

  Josh laughed loudly and several of his former lovers glanced hungrily at him. “Those are better reasons than I can come up with.”

  Tawny lifted her bare foot and placed it on his crotch. She had seen the move in a movie and thought it was sexy. She rubbed her foot against his flaccid cock and she inhaled sharply as it quickly inflated and hardened.

  Desire shot through Josh’s blue eyes. “You’re stunning.” Tawny grinned unself-consciously. Growing up people had always told her that she was beautiful for a dark-skinned girl as though her mahogany hued skin was a liability. But her parents had instilled in her that she was perfection dipped in chocolate and she had never forgotten that.

  “I know I am,” she quipped while gently applying pressure to his rock hard dick.

  “Let’s go.”

  Tawny hesitated a second before replying, “Okay.”

  They navigated their way through the crowd. “Where to?”

  “Your room. I don’t want to sex you in the same bed I already fucked four other women,” he explained before she could ask.

  “Cool.”

  They got to Tawny’s door and with shaky hands she tried to open it, but her nervousness kept causing her to miss the slot. Josh gently pried the keycard from her hand and moments later her door was open. As soon as the door slammed shut behind them, Josh pulled her into his arms. He pressed his lips to hers; Tawny wrapped her arms around his waist while enjoying his soft mouth. With just the thin fabric of his silk pajamas separating them, she easily felt his hardness pressing against her. Tawny opened her mouth, silently pleading with Josh to enter and he did. Tawny’s legs nearly buckled when his tongue grazed hers, he tasted faintly of mint. She hungrily latched onto his tongue and eagerly sucked. Tawny sighed when he pulled away. Josh brushed his thumb over her lips.

  “I can’t wait to feel these on my dick.” He dropped his pajama bottoms and his cock popped out, Tawny gasped. His penis thick and wide, pulsed with desire. It was perfect. Josh enthusiastically kicked away his pajamas.

  He quickly undressed her. It didn’t take long. Her piece of lingerie floated to the floor.

  “Get on the bed,” he demanded, his voice husky. “I want to taste your pussy.”

  Tawny’s legs were wobbly as she backed up to the bed and lay on her back. Josh sto
od over her, his gaze raked over her body. He licked his lips as though he was about to partake in a delectable treat.

  Josh grazed his thumb over her clit and Tawny moaned softly. She looked up to see him standing between her legs. Her chocolate colored legs bracketed his muscled sun kissed body. She loved their contrasting skin tones. He pushed her legs up to her chest, exposing her moist folds. He lowered his head and nestled his face between her legs. Tawny shuddered with desire when his tongue danced across her creases. She hung her legs over his shoulders, giving him better access to her sweet spot.

  She gently placed her hand on his head, urging him on. Josh nibbled at her button and she enthusiastically gyrated her hips wanting him to touch every inch of her. He kneaded her ass and Tawny groaned. He passionately probed her with his tongue.

  Suddenly a tremor started at her clit then exploded. Her legs shook as it swept through her body, she whimpered quietly as it subsided. Josh tenderly kissed her pussy before removing her legs from his shoulders. He wiped a hand across his mouth then reached into his pajama bottom for a condom.

  Josh rolled on his condom then rubbed his cock against her slit as though preparing it for his entrance, but she didn’t need it, she was wet and ready. Josh slid in and they both groaned in unison, he at her snugness and she at his size, he filled her up.